September 28, 2007
who am i
Who are You?
| Your date of birth: | Tuesday, November 22, 1983 |
| You've been alive: | 23 years, or 286 months, or 1244 weeks, or 8709 days |
| Your star sign: | Scorpio (24 October to 22 November) |
| Your symbol: |  |
| Your key: | I Desire |
| Your traits: | Determined, Secretive, Powerful |
| Your lucky numbers this month: | 2, 3, 7, 9 |
| All about Scorpio (24 October to 22 November): | Born between 24 October and 22 November. The Scorpio is a gatherer, they search, they enquire and then they gather, they can be somewhat materialistic, due to this overwhelming desire to gather. Emotional and passionate they can be ruled by their heart and not their head, however this is one sign with a real sting in its tail and a dominant streak. The Scorpio soul knows what it wants and searches for it passionately. A famous person with your star sign is Marie Curie 7 November 1867 |
| Your horoscope for today: | You can be such a romantic devil, and these tendencies are stimulated during September 26. These few days also prove to be lucky for you in other ways. |
| Your star sign color: | Red Red is the colour of empowerment. It gives strength and enhances the life force energy. Focus on red when you need to increase your energy, work on unconditional love or simply be more empowered. When you wear the colour red you will be noticed – this is a colour that says “stop and look at me”. The colour red will also help you to overcome negative and pessimistic ideas. The assistance this color can provide: Strength, Power, Courage, Love |
| You should use this incense and oil: | Myrrh & Ginger |
| Your modern birth stone: | Topaz Colourless, white, grey, pale blue, greenish, yellow, tan, beige and red are all the colours of Topaz. Topaz occurs in high temperatures in veins in the earth, topaz also occurs in cavities within granite. Crystals of topaz can reach weights of hundreds of kilos. Two of the largest and finest quality crystals known weigh in at 31.8 kg and 50.4 kg, these were mined in Brazil. Topaz is a popular and durable gem. |
| Your traditional birth stone: | Citrine (which is actually Quartz) Quartz is one of the worlds most abundant minerals, it occurs in a wide variety of rock types and environments. More than 40 types of minerals have been found as inclusions. Rock crystals frequently contain cavities with bubbles, creating what are known as two phase inclusions. The crystalline quartz variety include: amethyst, smoky quartz, citrine, rose quartz, milky quartz and blue quartz. Quartzite is a granular variety that includes the gem aventurine. The coloured, quartz varieties generally occur in veins that develop over a long period of time. As a result of such slow crystal growth, many crystals achieve high levels of perfection and produce enormous pieces. The only colour varieties that do not form such large crystals are amethyst and rose quartz. The Greeks referred to quartz as krystallos meaning ice. They assumed quartz crystals were ice that was frozen so solid that it would not melt, a folklore that persisted into the Middle Ages. Rock crystal is in fact clear colourless quartz and is the most common gem mineral but because of its poor ability to refract light, it is therefore considered to lack brilliance and is deemed as having a glassy appearance. More commonly rock crystal is used for carvings, chandeliers and of course, crystal balls. The National Gem Collections has the largest known flawless quartz sphere 32.8 cm in diameter and weighting 48.4 kg. The golden yellow to orange gem variety of quartz is refereed to as Citrine. The name comes from the French and means lemon. Natural citrine crystals are relatively rare. Most rose quartz crystals appear a deep rose colour. Rose Quartz is typically found in enormous clusters and rarely occurs as simply individual crystals. Thin layers of fibrous, fine-grained quartz crystals are referred to as chalcedony, which is generally translucent and has a waxy texture. Carnelian is red chalcedony, the red and white variety is called Sardonyx. Agate is also another type of chalcedony which are typically white, grey and yellowish brown to reddish brown. Moss agate is technically not agate, but white to clear chalcedony. Jasper (which is red to reddish brown colour) is a fine-grained quartz consisting of almost equally sized quartz crystals with a sugary texture and a somewhat dull lustre. Bloodstone is a dark green jasper with blood red flecks. According to Roman folklore amethyst was coloured purple by the god of wine and was thought to offer protection against drunkenness. It derives its name from a Greek word meaning "not to intoxicate". Amethyst: Spiritual stone, used to assist in meditation with magical healing powers. Used to develop spirituality, and very useful for preventing the wearer of becoming intoxicated. Bloodstone: Relieves depression and is a good source of a strength "hit", preserves health and revitalises the body. Jasper: This stone enhances earthy love and family feelings. Moss agate: Relieves anxiety and brings peace of mind. Quartz/Rock crystal: Concentration and true spiritual awakenings are possible with this stone. Healing, protection, peace, happiness, chastity, halting gossip and spirituality are all enriched by the quartz crystal. Rose Quartz: Healing stone either physical or emotional or spiritual. |
| Your mystical birth stone: | Pearl When you think pearl you generally think Salt water pearl. However making a large impact on the salt water pearl market is the cultivated pearl, where a bead is inserted into a shell and then left for up 6 years after that time a pearl has"grown". Although a pearl is not a gemstone, it does fall into the same precious and collectable area. |
September 25, 2007
what you focus on expands...
The Creative Process
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| Creative Force (Middle) The Power behind the force; what do I need to nurture my process and turn my dreams into reality.  | The Emperor Briefly: A man of power who tries to bring balance and order to his business activities. He is highly focussed on building a business or empire and seeing to it that things run like clockwork - more family time is indicated. In Detail... He is a man of power who tries to bring balance and order to his business activities. He is highly focussed on building a business or empire and seeing to it that things run like clockwork. He may be the director of CEO or General Manager of a large corporation. His role there us of great importance as he is a man who knows what he is doing. He is exceptionally business minded and goal orientated. He always achieves what he sets out to do. He is fixed in his opinions and refuses to budge once he has made up his mind. He is steadfast and loyal. He does not like deceit in any form. He has high principles and is considered a man of integrity by his employees and friends. The Emperor can be a formidable opponent as he fights to the death. Has has courage and tenacity and little beats him down. He is a man who needs financial security and will work long and hard if necessary to achieve this. His focus on business matters is just about all consuming for him, although he does like family life and will generally seek a wife to stand by his side. He understands the need for close family bonding and love. He makes a good husband and father to his children. He would instil respect in his children and hep them to understand why he is not always there at home. He expects that his wife will provide his needs and also most of the needs of their children. His goal is to maintain financial security and independence and he insists on instilling these qualities in his children. He is not into frivolity or wasting time, though he does occasionally find some peace in solitude, when he can contemplate the meaning of his life. Very little ruffles the Emperor's feathers. He is stable, secure and confident in his approach to life. If you are a young man and this card appears, it could be showing you where you will be in 10 or 20 years from now. The card is encouraging you to seek your financial independence and follow your dreams. This card, if not you, could represent your father or your boss or other influential male in your life. If you are a female, this too could be your father or your boss, or your future partner in life. You can expect that if he becomes your friend and then your lover, he will eventually be your husband or partner for life. If you are a male and over 40, this card may very well represent yourself and it is time to acknowledge where you are on your life's path and perhaps now take time out to relax a little, maybe take the family on an extended overseas holiday and just unwind for awhile. The world won't stop turning if you take leave from your working responsibilities and spend some time with your loved ones, who probably would really appreciate being around you at this time. | |
| Ethereal (Top) Essence of the force; what choices do I need to make in order to begin this journey.  | Two of Cups Briefly: Perhaps a new love is going to appear and involve some long-range commitment for you, the birth of a child or new found love. In Detail... The picture on this card shows a man and a woman looking at each other and each one has a cup in the left hand and they are making a toast. There are some heavy black clouds in the background and these may indicate a period of time, such as further in the distance, or in the past. Perhaps a new love is going to appear and involve some long-range commitment for you. The number two can represent time as in days, weeks or months and this may indicate when the encounter will take place. The woman may also become pregnant early on in the relationship, or if a married couple have been trying and this has been delayed or hindered in some way, now it may eventuate. Also there can be a celebration of some kind and this of course could indicate the celebration of the birth of a child. If you are single and looking for romance, then it may be on its way and you could find this person proves to be your soulmate. | |
| Emotion (Left) Feelings and senses associated with the process. What will assist and guide me during this time.  | The Lovers Briefly: If you are unattached and you deal out this card, you are being guided towards that special someone who is about to walk through the doorway of your heart and leave its indelible mark on you forever. The Lovers card always brings choices. Love is the strongest emotion we know and it can literally move mountains. The desire to be with your special person can overwhelm you and override all logic or other sense of clarity. In Detail... This is the most powerful card in the pack for many and varied reasons. Love is the strongest emotion we know and it can literally move mountains. The desire to be with your special person can overwhelm you and override all logic or other sense of clarity. However, if you are ever going to experience true love, then you may as well feel it with every part of your being. If you are unattached and you deal out this card, you are being guided towards that special someone who is about to walk through the doorway of your heart and leave its indelible mark on you forever. You will feel the blood rushing through your veins and the passion and desire to be with your lover so deliriously wonderful, that all else pales in comparison. This may be your soul mate, your one true love of your life, so make sure you are there and you are ready. If you are already in a relationship, another passing attraction may cause a disturbance in your feelings and you may be swayed to have a secret liaison. The Lovers card always brings choices. You can choose to love, or choose not to love. If you find yourself in a triangle situation, at some stage you will have to make your final choice. This card can also symbolise that your creativity is developing and you could start to produce some great works, whether that be a painting, a song, a poem or even beautiful new furnishings for your home such as curtains, tapestries etc. The emphasis will be on elegance and pure luxury. | |
| Reflection (Bottom) Vision and logic of the creative process. What lessons and guides should I listen for.  | Wheel of Fortune Briefly: This card is a delight to arrive in your reading. Not only can it bring about an unusual turn of events that are quite fortunate for you. In Detail... This card is a delight to arrive in your reading. Not only can it bring about an unusual turn of events that are quite fortunate for you, but that you are finally taking the lead in the direction of your own life and your ultimate destiny. This card suggests not so much that events happen to you, but rather that you instigate many major changes to bring about a new life with new challenges and renewed hope. You may decide to leave a job, leave a partner, or go overseas and the decisions you make with regards to these will be so swift that you will shatter some people's impressions that you were once a stable and slow mover. Now all things must change, and change swiftly. If you should happen to win the lottery or some other good fortune befalls you, make sure you know exactly what you want to do with your new-found freedom, independence and wealth. The bolt out of the blue is likely to happen just when you thought you were in a rut and didn't anticipate anything was going to alter. Opportunities can arise thick and fast and leave you gasping for air between this offer and that. Don't allow anyone to push you into anything you are unsure of. | |
| Creation (Right) Completion, the density or finished manifestation. The outcome based on the current path.  | The Empress Briefly: A woman of position, power and authority. It may be expressed in the home or as head of a business empire. She is commanding and forthright. She makes wise choices based on all the information she can gather. This can also mean that you are entering a time of prosperity and abundance. Good luck and opportunities may literally just drop in your lap. In Detail... This woman has a position of power and authority. It may be expressed in the home or as head of a business empire. She is commanding and forthright. She makes wise choices based on all the information she can gather. She is the eternal mother. Her maternal instincts are exceptionally well developed and she may play the "mothering" role in various aspects of her life. She "likes" to look after people, it comes naturally to her. She is the nurturer and the provider. She is sensitive and understanding, gentle and compassionate. She has a soft heart and is always at the ready when needed or if there is an emergency. She loves to feel needed. She is highly intuitive, romantic, and emotional. She is easily moved to tears, yet is mature in her outlook. She is strong, warm and affectionate. Giving hugs is her forte. Her passion is looking after people and their needs. Her soul has been directed to the caring of humanity. The roles she could involve herself in are mother, nurturer, counsellor, adviser, or in charge of any industry involved with humanitarian or charitable functions such as orphanages, whether large or small. She is the one who guides and instructs and cares for anyone who asks. This gives her enormous emotional fulfilment and Satisfaction. The Empress is generous and kind hearted. She is incredibly resourceful and has has learnt the skills along the way to build her own nest egg. In her prime and the latter part of her life she will have abundance and comforts. Her home decorating tastes become more luxurious as she gets older. In the meantime she focusses on making her home warm and welcoming. She is ever ready to make anyone a cup of tea and help them relax and unwind. This woman cares about her appearance and may fuss over her hair, clothes and/or makeup. She likes to be pampered and may go to great lengths to achieve this, whether soaking in a bath, having massages, facials etc. She would like the good things in life, good food, good wine and plenty of socialising. Dinner by candlelight would be the way she would prefer to have her meals, with good company and conversation. The Empress is also practical and logical in her outlook and generally tends to stick to her decisions after careful consideration. She can be analytical, but not to the point of taking too long to make up her mind. She is the kind of person you can take your troubles to and she will listen carefully and compassionately to your woes. Her advice, when sought, is wise and well thought out. She does not offer advice unless asked as she knows only too well that people may only want someone to talk to, to air their feelings with and that may be all they really need. She may have gifts in the arts or she could love sewing, knitting or other needlework as she enjoys making beautiful yet practical items. She may dabble in various hobbies until she finds the one or two which she enjoys the most. She probably has very soft hands, despite always keeping them busy. She likes to hug people and make them feel wanted. If this card represents some elements of yourself yet you are still quite young, you can look forward to a lovely future as you grow into becoming the Empress. Your life will prosper and you will get most of your needs met, yet give out an abundance of love and caring to many others over the years. If you are not the Empress, then this person is either a close friend or relative, or you are just about to meet her. She will welcome you on first meeting as if you are already old friends. If you are a mature woman, the Empress could become your next best friend. If you are a male, the Empress may become your friend, lover or wife. This can also mean that you are entering a time of prosperity and abundance. Good luck and opportunities may literally just drop in your lap. |
September 19, 2007
Your loved one is thinking about...
 | A Fair Elderly Man An elderly male either fair skinned or fair haired; either in body or soul. |
 | Some Place of Amusement The majesty, magic and mystery that is life…. some place of amusement. Sounds like a fun time… and you thought you were just going to stay home. |
 | A False Friend Do you deal with perception or reality? Sometimes our hearts and our minds see two very different signs. Honesty, integrity, intuition and faith will get you through. Be true to yourself and follow your intuition, ensure you know the truth. |
 | A Letter Communication of type; mail, e-mail, telephone or fax; news is headed your way… is that the phone ringing? |
 | New Clothes for a Special Occasion This is a special, special occasion, the right clothes are needed though, first impressions last - those new clothes will make all the difference (re-working some older clothes will work just as well!) It will be how you wear them too, head up, straight and proud, cherish these times. |
 | A Wedding Someone is getting married? Is it you? Share in this special time, bear witness to the love, help and nurture this sacred time. Be there unconditionally. |
 | Confusion You are at a cross road, and now is not the time for the answer. Take time out for yourself, meditate, visit nature and leave this question for a while, then when you return all the solutions will be laid out for you – in fact this may resolve itself. |
 | Your Wish or Feasting Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, wish this wish I wish tonight…. Understand that the magic that surrounds the wish is as important as the wish itself. |
 | A Bundle An allotment is heading your way, hold on tight; bundles have a way of unraveling. If you nurture and care for this parcel with honesty and integrity, success awaits you. |
 | A Settlement An agreement will be reached, a settlement of the minds. All involved will be happy to reach this decision. |
Your loved one is thinking about...
 | Someone in Love with You An admirer in the midst, someone's been smiling at you, knowing that your heart is good, knowing that you're special. Open your heart to receive this love and if it's honest and noble, it will be very, very blessed. |
| Confusion You are at a cross road, and now is not the time for the answer. Take time out for yourself, meditate, visit nature and leave this question for a while, then when you return all the solutions will be laid out for you – in fact this may resolve itself. |
 | Good Fortune or Good Luck Good fortune or good luck is heading your way - you have worked hard, you have earned this break, believe in it and accept it unconditionally. Appreciation will lead to more. |
 | A Good Heart An honest heart is good, sincere and open, ready to accept and give love unconditionally. They have your best interest at heart. |
 | Happiness Happiness is complete, happiness is unconditional, it is breathing in and out blissfully content, there is no room for self doubt, you deserve this happiness, take comfort in knowing your place in the world, feeling the love and friendship. Happiness is hot chocolate in front of an open fire, Happiness is finally finishing that paper, and Happiness is a smile on a child's face. Happiness is within you. Happiness IS. You choose – it is your choice, and when you really “know” that you do get to choose, why would you choose anything but happy. |
 | A Fair Woman A female either fair skinned or fair haired; either in body or soul. This is your card, your partner is thinking about you! |
 | Sickness Take it easy, learn to relax, life is not about the one who runs the fastest, or who wins the most deals it is about the end result, so stop along the way, take time for yourself – stop and lay in the grass make pictures from the clouds, then when you're ready move on. Your assistance may be required; to forgive and assist. |
| A Fair Elderly Man An elderly male either fair skinned or fair haired; either in body or soul. |
 | A very Dark Elderly Man An elderly male either very dark skinned or dark haired; either in body or soul. |
 | A Ring A ring signifies a cycle or a union - the joining of souls - it also signifies the completeness one continual circle. A full cycle has been reached. What you have sowed, you shall reap, now sit back and relax a spell, enjoy this time. |
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Indicates the querent in relationship to the present situation.
Fertile surroundings. Nourishment. Natural beauty. Delight. Romance. Summer¹s cauldron of all good things for the heart. Relief and well-being. Blossoming. Seduction and pleasures. Gentle, inspiring surroundings and company. Warm, encouraging atmosphere. Luck. The feel of enchanted evenings.
 The Empressin the Cross position. Represents the positive forces or assets in the querent's favor. If this card should happen to be a negative card, it indicates the nature of an obstacles that is hindering progress. (The card in this position is always interpreted in its upright manner.) A kind, capable woman. One who instills confidence in others. A beneficial influence. A strong role model. A woman who promotes and encourages the potential of those around her. A peacemaker and diplomat. An intelligent, calm, mature personality. Determination and dignity. One who teaches by example. A nurturing, considerate person who gives much to the community. Confidence. Empathy. A matriarch. Guidance and support. A mother figure. Security, comfort, and appreciation. Fertility. Personal development. Top |
 Knight of Pentaclesin the Beneath position. Can be viewed as a message from the "higher self." It can also reflect the querent's potential aspirations. Hardworking young man with a traditional, orthodox outlook. Utility. An honest, responsible person. Solid progress. Methodical approach to large goals. Financial consultant. Commitment, perseverance, and stamina. A dependable man, if considered a little dull. Top |
 Six of Wands - Reversedin the Crown position. Represents past events and influences that color and give rise to the current situation. Inconclusive results. Setbacks. Low morale. Wasted time. Unfocused attempt. No clear designated target. Poor showing. Lack of recognition. Top |
 Ace of Pentacles - Reversedin the Behind position. Represents the preoccupation of the subconscious which filters into waking life, affecting moods and outlook. This is the underlying theme of dreams and the emotional undercurrent in the querent's life. The ill side of wealth‹greed, a derelict heart, and ill treatment of others. Jealousy and decay. Abomination of values. The twisting and distorting effects of greed. The narrow, base belief of money being success. Top |
 The Towerin the Before position. Represents the state of the querent's relationships with others. Destruction. Major change. Unheeded warnings. Greed, pride, arrogance. Revolution. Breakdown or breakthrough‹ the positive or negative implications of the card depend on the querent¹s position. If one has been living under oppression, dramatic and possible traumatic change will be freedom, but if one has been living the high life off the toil of others, expect reversal of fortune and loss. Irrepressible tantrum of change. Eruption. Triumph over enslaving, compulsive behaviours such as addiction or obsessive complexes. Collapse of the old system or lifestyle. Destruction of gains made by ill means. Clearing of the air. Cleansing destruction. Change of values. Top |
 Two of Swords - Reversedin the Self position. Indicates the querent's psychological state and attitudes which can greatly affect the outcome of the matter. Encountering lies and deceit. Being let down. Having to accept that you misjudged a person or situation. Cowardice in others. Top |
 King of Swords - Reversedin the House position. Represents the querent's environment and unseen forces influencing the situation. A merciless opponent. Extremes. An unbalanced, dangerous man. Misuse of power. Corruption. Prejudice, bigotry, and disrespect. An unscrupulous man who believes himself untouchable and entitled to his appetites. Abomination and decay. Top |
 Three of Wands - Reversedin the Hopes position. Indicates the hopes and fears of the querent. Difficulty getting a venture off the ground. Painful first steps. Premature attempt. Learning experience. Need for calm discipline, research, and thorough planning. Top |
 The Sunin the Outcome position. Indicates the outcome of the matter. Triumph, success, and security. Growth, well-being, and nourishment. Solutions, faith, and glory. Sincerity in love. Play, vacation, and enjoying the blessings in life without analysis. Being present in the moment. Rejuvenation. Childlike innocence and playful manner. Youth. Trust. Blossoming. Thriving. Enjoying the pleasures of nature. Bounty after trials. Masculine, sexual energy. Summer love, country romance. Bright, warm days. Learning new skills through play. Thanksgiving. Birth of a child. Fame. |
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If the truth be told, you enjoy the simple pleasures in life and long to have a baby, move to the country or settle down to a quiet life with someone special. Put your creativity to work and you will find the emotional security you crave. The positive vibrations to your question mean that the truth is on your side. This will lead you to a greater sincerity in your relationships. A new relationship will extinguish an old flame which has burned well past it's sell-by date. It may be love at first sight, which could create a storm, or a meeting with someone out of the ordinary. One thing however is certain, it will completely change your life, coming from a surprising person with strong feelings. The card symbolises a complete bond, which will have an effect on every area of your life, your family, your social life and even your work. You should now start to see things from a fresh point of view and be able to take steps towards realising some of your dreams. This is a card for inventive, playful sexuality, with a sense of exploration and a feeling of newness, maybe in actions, places, or even words...
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| You know the way iron filings rush to a magnet? You're the magnet! You are entering a phase of emotional and sexual fulfillment, which will leave you glowing and radiant and without lifting a finger, they will flock to you... |  | The positive vibrations to your question mean that the truth is on your side. This will lead you to a greater sincerity in your relationships. | | The Star means that you are going to have to be patient a little while longer, for something you have been waiting. It is not a card of decision, or swift action, it just means that you hopes are justified. In other words, if you have your eye on a certain person, they are right for you, but just not at the moment. Listen to the little voice inside you head, trust it to guide you. The Star also links sexuality to emotions, meaning that you will get a lot of pleasure out of tender moments, or maybe even build a life together... as long as you are patient! |
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Ace of Pentacles in the Cover position. Indicates the querent in relationship to the present situation. A prosperous cycle is now beginning. Material success is now within your grasp. With a little effort, this time could be the beginning of a profitable career. Top -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 6 of Wands in the Cross position. Represents the positive forces or assets in the querent's favor. If this card should happen to be a negative card, it indicates the nature of an obstacles that is hindering progress. (The card in this position is always interpreted in its upright manner.) You are rewarded with success after hard work. A message of good news brightens your day. There could be an advancement in career. Supportive friends give you the courage to follow your dreams. Top -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ace of Swords in the Beneath position. Can be viewed as a message from the "higher self." It can also reflect the querent's potential aspirations. You are in the process of making decisions that will affect your life for some time. A new period or cycle of much activity is imminent. Beware of activity without thought. Top -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chains in the Crown position. Represents past events and influences that color and give rise to the current situation. Fear or reluctance to break from a bad situation or relationship is hindering your progress. You are chained in an oppressive situation by refusing to see the truth. A relationship in which you are involved is based on the wrong reasons and is not productive. Untrustworthy people are presenting themselves as something other than they are. Top -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 5 of Wands in the Behind position. Represents the preoccupation of the subconscious which filters into waking life, affecting moods and outlook. This is the underlying theme of dreams and the emotional undercurrent in the querent's life. Obstacles and opposition from others may complicate your life; you will have to struggle to overcome this. Harmful gossip could damage your reputation and/or career. You may find yourself in trouble with the law. Top -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4 of Wands in the Before position. Represents the state of the querent's relationships with others. Happiness and peace are now within your grasp. Your past endeavors bring a well-earned rest from the cares. A new love is now possible. Success may give you reason to celebrate. Top -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Queen of Pentacles in the Self position. Indicates the querent's psychological state and attitudes which can greatly affect the outcome of the matter. This card indicates a feminine influence who is good with finances, but critical and demanding. An opportunity will come to reap good benefits after a long time of labor. This is an auspicious time for making future plans. Top -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- High Priest in the House position. Represents the querent's environment and unseen forces influencing the situation. Abide by the physical and spiritual rules, or suffer the consequences. A situation may require you to make a promise or sign a contract; read everything carefully, especially the fine print, and be certain you understand the terms. An inner spiritual teacher makes him/herself known. Dreams and visions in meditation or events in life itself make you face up to your responsibilities. Top -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 10 of Wands in the Hopes position. Indicates the hopes and fears of the querent. You have to struggle to keep things going. A difficult series of events taxes your strength and endurance. You will experience a minor but painful loss after much effort. Top -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Queen of Cups in the Outcome position. Indicates the outcome of the matter. This card indicates a feminine influence with a strong loving and protecting nature. This will be a time of quiet contentment with life. A period of strong psychic feelings makes you more aware of spiritual goals.
September 08, 2007
A Different Love Story
new life
august 26, 2007 ... sunday.... family day and my son's 4th month birthdate...
this day marks a new beginning for a life I never thought I'll have..
2006 brought me nothing but hell. I got into different twist and spice of life and got caught up into a mess I never imagined I'll go through. I died. I was dead and cooked by life. I was bitter. I dwell on the pain that torn me into bits of pieces.
2007 came.. great deals of confrontation and loss all the hopes for a better life. Trust was whacked and relationship falls apart. The mark of a total downfall.
My son was born and he saved everything but I am so stupid dwelling in my past that I drove my beau away. Now I suffered from a blinding reality that we were just good friends.
We were the worst lovers then. We always argue, don't know how to compromise, selfish, insensitive with each other's feelings and simply don't click. We thought we didn't match and weren't compatible for each other.
Now that we became good friends, we've realized how we compliment each other and how we greatly work as a tag team/ tandem. We never thought we could be so honest and sincere with how we care for each other. Love didn't die at all. We thought it was swept away by the test of time. But the love and feelings were rekindled. The spark was relighted.
The warmth of our hugs was renewed. The joy of each other's company was brought to a better level. Now I am so happy with how things work for us.
I am sorry for the things I used to say and do. I am sorry for dwelling on our past and too much anticipation for tomorrow. I lost control. Now all I am focused on is our family... caleb... caleb and caleb alone....
He is our bond.. our life and he brought us back in course. In the right path. We made so many mistakes. We fall so many times. We fail on each big decision that came up but we stand tall and held hands. We faced all the storms together. We've weathered out bad and unforseen events. We were strong when we have each other and work side by side.
Now, I am focus on today. No more past to dwell on, no more happy ever after ending to anticipate, no more hang ups. But rather a more light and real life to look forward to.
I am so happy and contented. Thanks for the most unforgettable week I ever had.
My smile is real. My heart for once was happy. My mind was at peace.
This is the life. This is what I've wanted.
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