November 26, 2006
Once upon a Love
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; happiness, sadness, knowledge, and all the others, including love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island paradise until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you anywhere." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you",Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say,
"Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" It was Time", Knowledge answered. But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered,"Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
closure
November 18, 2006
the Planner
On planning...
The best gift anyone can give me this new year is a planner.
I like planners because I am a planner.
I like thinking ahead.
I like being prepared.
I get a high from being on top of things.
But some things are beyond planning.
And life doesn't always turn out as planned.
You don't plan for a broken heart.
You don't plan for an adulterous husband.
You don't plan for a philandering boyfriend
You don't plan for spinsterhood.
You don't plan for a broken family
You plan to be young forever.
You plan to climb the corporate ladder.
You plan to be rich and powerful.
You plan to be acclaimed and successful.
You plan to conquer the universe.
You plan to fall in love - and be loved forever.
You don't plan to be sad.
You don't plan to be hurt.
You don't plan to be broke.
You don't plan to be betrayed.
You don't plan to be alone in this world.
You plan to be happy.
You don't plan to be shattered.
Sometimes if you work hard enough, you can get what you want.
But most times, what you want and what you get are two different
things.
We always plan. But so does God in the heavens.
Sometimes, it is difficult to understand God's plans - especially when
His plans are not in consonance with ours. Often, when God sends us
crises, we turn to Him in anger. True, we cannot choose the cross that
God wishes us to carry, but we can carry that cross with courage
knowing
that God will never abandon us nor send something we cannot cope with.
Sometimes, God breaks our spirit to save our soul.
Sometimes, He breaks our heart to make us whole.
Sometimes, God sends us pain so we can be stronger.
Sometimes, God sends us failure so we can be humble.
Sometimes God sends us illness so we can take better care of
ourselves.
Sometimes, God takes everything away from us so we can learn the value
of
everything He gave us.
Make plans but understand that we live by God's grace.
It is hard to eat and live these words.. but this is reality...
once I was left hanging in air... then I fell... then i was buried...
and
then left alone....
I was condemned, I suffered a lot... I cried too much... I was
shattered
and cannot be whole again.. and this is reality... it is hard to close
my
own eyes and think and accept that God has plans for me and my kid...
What
would be tomorrow...
Why am I always in trouble... in a never ending roller coaster ride...
of
shattered dreams and broken promises....
God has plans... and He is the Man behind my 2006 dilemma... the most
unforgettale year.. which brought my career peak and my life's
downfall..
This is my so called 2006.... what could be store for me and my family
on
2007... Nicole and Daddy Mickey... what would be our future.. would
there
be chance of sweet smiles and good fortunes... we'll see... but we'll
plan
ahead... we'll have Him in the middle of each steps...
November 05, 2006
baby Dy and My
baby dy and my are excited to see you...
no matter how tough it was and witches and sorcerers would love to tend or cast a spell. mommy is not going to let anyone harm you...
see how chubby we were... we can't wait to see how cute you are...
mommy's infanticiapting and happy... daddy loves you.. he always kiss you and make sure you're okei... i know you hear him when he wish you well and whisper i love you... he meant it and everything he does is for you...
just for you...
daddy and mommy will work hard for you...
welcome baby.... we love you....
for our daddy mickey
Know why God blessed you another morning to wake up?
It is to forget the pains of yesterday...
and see the chance
the new day has brought.
Your new angel that will serve as an inspiration
and not drought.
to pray and fear again,
to make up for the wrong things you've done,
to make up for the right person you've hurt so far,
to see your friends...
and realize the real friends you have...
not the good time friends..
but those you run to during bad times.
to make others feel happy and loved.
persons you deserve to love.
person who loves the good thing and bad side.
person you cry with not the one you laugh with.
you see,
it's more than just another long day ahead...
it is God's way of reminding you that He cares and loves everyone of
us...
November 02, 2006
SomeDay
One day you’ll see this though y eyes
By then I won’t even be there
I’ll be happy somewhere
Even if I cared
I know you don’t really see my worth
You think you’re the best guy on earth
Well I’ve got news for you
I know I’m not that strong
But it won’t take long
Won’t take long
The way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone’s gonna take your place
One day I’ll forget about you
Someday someday
Right now I know you can tell
I’m down and I’m not doing well
But one day these tears they will all run dry
I won’t have to cry, sweet goodbye
drama queen
to the 2 drama queen who has nothing to do better with their life but keep on ruining mine. back off and let me and my baby out of this wild chase.
fucking roller coaster ride and dream built together. it is nothing but a crap and all lies. one mistake, no everything and everybody are mistakes made.
a choice that i made and regret. i am so pissed and sick of being nice and quiet. i can't bear the pain anymore and needed to burst out before i scratch your faces "bitches".
i hate the fact all of you existed and i hate the fact that once in my life i believe in happily ever after and true love. fuck this love shit. c'mon how can you all claim all the rights that belong to another woman.
i was once a fling and just a girl and i'm sorry for that maye. hate the player... because he runs the game...
he rocks your bed and bounce off the court.
we are nothing but a playground for this dog.
we are but his whores scratchin and fightin on the battleground.
we are different whores on different area codes... aint that raiyt dawg?!
now... who is mad... who is bad....
do good things and good things will happen to you
do bad things and KARMA will hunt YOU!!!
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