January 29, 2007
X is for EX ( past fling, fubu, cynical gf, constant date )
ABC's of ex girlfriends
A
is for Arteries.
You know, the things that your ex-girlfriend ripped out because she really didn't care for you you twit she was only after your money and could have given a shit about you.
B
is for Bitter. Who, me?? No way. I really hope things between them do work out. I hope they get married and have 2 children that are little devils and her hips get huge and his eyebrows finally grow completely together and they get fat and old together and then DIE!!
C
is for Call ya later.She won't. She never has before.
D
is for Dumped. Does D need to be explained?
E
is for Eating like a pig. Remember when you took her out and she said "I'm not hungry" so you figured you could take her to a nice place because you were able to afford a nice meal at this fine restaurant. Then she ate more than your Uncle Roy (you remember Uncle Roy the one with the mustard stains on everything). So you flip the bill and are broke for the next two weeks and she wonders why you were unable to call her that week and go see movies.
F
is for Friends. That is what she just wants to be. As if you can even stand to look at her.
G
is for Gun. And yes there is a waiting period.
H
is for Horny. Remember when she looked nice and even had a personality? Well, you figure it out.
I
stands for I still hate her. Odds are I always will, unless she calls me and offers me favors.
J
stands for Jim. This is her new boyfriend. Doesn't Jim have a nice car ? Doesn't Jim have a good job? Why does Jim want to date her? I think Jim could do much better. I hate Jim. Jim is my mortal enemy.
K
stands for Kill.
L
is for Love. It's a great euphoric feeling that exists between two people and is shared upon by both parties.
L
is also for Lunatic. Lunatics are crazy. Lunatics are the last people that actually believe in love.
M
stands for Mephistophiles. That is who she worked for.
N
stands for Necropheliac. She didn't move very much, did she?
O
is for On top. When on top she has another O word.
P
is for Pill. She said she was on it. She lied. She is now sueing you for a few hundred bucks a month.
Q
is for Quitter. She couldn't last.
R
is for Rich little Bitch. She bought my love but I paid for it.
S
stands for Suffer. That's what she made me do.
T
is for torture. Torture is what she did. She tortured you with the truth. She also tortured you with lies.
U
is for Understatement. Saying you hate that bitch is an understatement.
V
is for Voluptuous. That is the primamry reason you were dating her in the first place.
W
stands for Whine. She was a pro at this.
X
is for Xylophone. Because X is always for xylophone.
Y
stands for You suck! Remember when she yelled that at you.
Z
stands for ZIPPER. This is what you got your hair stuck in while trying to get dressed too quickly while she yelled "QUICK! They're home!"
.
stands for period. Which is a couple of weeks late, because she lied to you about taking what P stands for. It also means you won't get any for a week.
sail away bitch... don't give me that fucking maawa ka look for having a messy love life.
your relationship never work with any man don't you think, it wasn't the guy anymore and it has something to do with and your luck.
bitterness, yes..... you had my sympathy but you fought back and claim what was never yours. I really hate what you did.
you don't deserve nor earn the rights to step on me because you had mishaps with your past relationships.
i had my downfalls to, i had my freaking sad stories but never did I took advantage to crash a woamn's heart for self gain.
unsolicited advice
It is easy to let go once you've realized He/she
is not the right man/woman for you...
"Finding the right person is very hard and very
wrong. It is best to be the right person for the
one you love and start from there.You'll always
end up disappointed when you set standards and
define a "right person" for you...and don't rush
things coz somewhere somehow God is preparing
somebody for you."
Don't be in a hurry to get into a relationship
because you can never find love if you insist that
you are already into it. Try to find time to
really understand your real feelings, to
know who you really are, and what you really want
in a relationship.
You're right, there's no such thing as a perfect
relationship, but there's a compatible
partnership that goes along with it. If you
already knew that you're too big to fit into a
small sized t-shirt, don't give it a try. You'll
probably break it and pay for the damages
you have made.
If you knew and felt that the relationship will
not last, don't go deeper into it. You'll
just suffer the consequences and live like hell
for the rest of your life. It's really hard
to say goodbye though, but you can't make it any
better by just pretending you still have the same
feelings.
Try to let go and give yourself a chance to live
life to the fullest. Give yourself a chance to
grow and give your heart a much needed attention.
Then you will find that you have made the right
Decision and you made it all by yourself.
We call it love when we can't leave someone and
see them crying as we try to let go. We are wrong,
it's just pity.
We call it love when we're too attached and think
that losing the one we love will somehow make us
weak and unable to face the storms of life. We
misunderstood; it's just that we're too much
dependent to them.
We call it love when we give our whole life to
them, the wholeness of us and imagined that if
they leave, no one would accept us and our past.
We are mistaken, its just insecurity. But no
matter what the definition is, the truth still
remains that love isn't something you can buy or
beg. It is real and existing. You can't
touch it but you can feel it in your heart. You
can't find it, but it will knock before you
when you least expect it to come. It can make you
the happiest soul in heaven, but don't forget that
it can also make you the most miserable person in
the whole galaxy.
"When you lose someone... and you think you were
the one who loved most, between the two of
you... he lost more. For someday you can love
someone the way that you loved him...But he
will never be loved again the way that you did."
January 28, 2007
when you leave me in may
When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time.
Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Cai came into my life.
It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Cai hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.
Cai said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so.
I moved Cai's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind
although it used to be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Cai's body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Cai had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently
smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Cai said to me, Honey, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.
She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Cai.
With a deep sense of guilt, I
drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our
son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically.
I told Cai about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any
body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful
when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Cai became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Cai about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously
I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my
decision. I walked upstairs. Cai opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Cai, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.
Cai seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are
old.
When will you came into such point?
wake me up when this time comes. for now i fear for may... Cai might have won the fight and you decided to keep your promise to her. fixing us... me and caleb.... honey... i hope you can carry me out as well... before you leaveus and flew and be happy with Cai..
January 25, 2007
My Starbucks Planner
I got my Starbucks Planner last Jan 17. Thanks kay Bongers.... Now I have the whole year to look forward to and plan for me and my Caleb...
Then again salamat ng madami kay Coach Glenn and Supe Mickey for contributing sa stickers...
Love Yah ALL....
Caleb
(1) Caleb, Son of Jephone, The Cenezite. -- The representative of the tribe of Juda among the spies sent from Cades to explore Chanaan. On their return he and Josue combated the exaggerated reports of the other spies and endeavored to reassure the people, but without success, and in the mutiny which broke out they nearly fell victims to the popular fury. In reward for thier conduct they were exempted from the decree condemning the adult population to die in the desert (Numbers 13:14; Deuteronomy 1:19-36). Caleb was appointed one of the commissioners to divide the Promised Land among the tribes (Numbers 34:19). On the strength of the Divine promise made to him at Cades at the time of the mutiny (Numbers 14:24), he asked and obtained as his portion the district of Hebron (Joshua 14:6 sq.); the city itself was, however, assigned to the priests (Joshua 21:11-13). Though he was then in his eighty-fifth year, he still possessed the full vigour of manhood, and took the field to conquer the territory alloted to him (Joshua 14:7 sq.; 15:13 sq.). We last hear of him in connection with the marriage of his daughter Axa to his brother Othoniel (Joshua 15:16-19; Judges 1:12-15). It may be remarked that probably neither "brother" nor "daughter" is to be taken in the strict sense. Caleb is praised by the son of Sirach with the great men of Israel (Ecclus., xlvi, 9 sq.), and Mathathias numbers him among the Israelites distinguished for their zeal and faith (1 Maccabees 2:56). Although a prominent figure in Hebrew history, Caleb seems not to have been an Israelite by birth, but to have become a member of the Chosen People by adoption into the Tribe of Juda. This is intimated by Jos., xv, 13, where Caleb is distinguished from the sons of Juda, by the designation Cenezite (háqqenizzi), which is a gentilitial form, and by the absence of Cenez and Jephone from the genealogical lists of Juda in I Par., ii. A Cenez appears among the grandchildren of Esau (Genesis 36:11, 15, 42), and a tribe of Cenezites, no doubt descendants of this Cenez, is mentioned in Gen., xv, 19. Caleb probably was connected with this tribe. Admission to full tribal membership of strangers who embraced the Hebrew religion and customs was not foreign to Hebrew practice, and the Edomites, children of Abraham and Isaac, would be readily received because of their racial affinity. (Cf. Deut., xxiii, 7-8, where, however, admission is restricted to the third generation.)
Caleb
Caleb married Ephrath, who bore him a son named Hur. Caleb promised the hand of his daughter Achsah in marriage to any Israelite who would conquer Debir, and Othniel won the battle. Caleb is found in the Books of Joshua, Judges, Numbers, Deuteronomy, 1 Samuel, and 1 Chronicles.
January 24, 2007
Message from Louie
M"It is rewarding to find someone you like, but it is essential to like yourself. It is quickening to recognize that someone is a good and decent human being, but it is indispensable to view yourself as acceptable. It is a delight to discover people who are worthy of respect and admiration and love, but it is vital to believe yourself deserving of these things. For you cannot live in someone else. You cannot find yourself in someone else. You cannot be given a life by someone else. Of all the people you will know in a lifetime, you are the only one you will never leave or lose. To the question of your life, you are the only answer. To the problems of your life, you are the only solution."
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 1:28 AM
louie....
lll168_1999@yahoo.com
January 21, 2007
Grey's Lessons.. Life, Men and Love ... the reality behind it all.. don't be blinded
Remember when Meredith Grey uttered the words, "Pick Me, Choose me, Love Me"?. Indeed, she still have to learn lessons about love and men. Here are some thoughts. The Hard Lessons on Love and Men... 1. A man won't let go if he really loves you. Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell. 2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship. There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not love you. Do not waste your time thinking of reasons or what you should have done. Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you. 3. Do not get hung up on your past. Do not nag or distrust your current boyfriend just because your ex hurt you. Do not treat him or the relationship the same way. Do not compare. He will not react the same way as your ex. Do not be worried that your simple mistakes will cause him to look for another girl. What happened with your ex was not your fault. It was not because you didn't guard him enough or you didn't make him happy enough. 4. Do not look into images. How many times have you met a girl who didn't have the best image in school or at the office, but you get to know the girl and found out she was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images. Oftentimes, it is far from reality. Do not fear men just because your "supposedly" perfect ex-boyfriend mistreated you. 5. Always have your own set of rules. Set your limits on how far you'd go for a guy. It's perfectly ok to give and do everything as long as it's worth it. And it's worth it if the guy is treating you right. 6. Do not be scared to lose him. Don't be scared that he'll break up with you. Once you are afraid of losing him, you easily can be taken advantage. Be strong and if something is unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up. 7. Avoid calling your guy. It's a guy thing. The relationship will definitely be better if it's the guy who's calling, not the girl. He will get tired of you if you keep on calling. He will lose interest and challenge. More so, he will get annoyed. But it's a girl thing also that your fingers get too itchy until you dial his number. But avoid as much as possible. Call only if really needed (like checking if your suspicions are reasonable). 8. There is a guy who will value you. There is a guy out there who can make you feel valued, appreciated, and loved. And I mean, not just during your first few weeks together. So don't lose hope. Don't settle for a lesbian if you are not attracted to women. There is a man out there who can love you like a girl can. Also, do not believe him when he says it's just the way he really is. He's not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during your first few weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is not that into you anymore. 9. Always be the only one, no matter what. Do not ever fall for a guy who has another girl, be it his wife, girlfriend, or any girl that he says he just can't get rid of for whatever reason. If you truly believe that he loves you and for some reason, he can't leave or let go of another girl, then you are no different from any ordinary mistress. 10. He must respect you. No matter how long the relationship has been, he should always show respect towards you. 11. If he fooled you, end it. Philandering once is enough. You can never trust nor respect the person again. 12. Never start a relationship the wrong way. Do not steal another girl's man, for whatever reason. Nor should you enter a relationship for the wrong reasons (loneliness, on the rebound, getting back at your ex, man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to last. You will only end up wasting more years of your life. 13. Do not force yourself into a relationship. Do not get into a relationship just because your friends are getting impatient with your dating escapades and the one hasn't come yet. Do not choose who to say yes to based on superficial things like money, looks, cars, etc.. If you are even thinking of these things, you have not fallen in love yet. 14. Do not settle. If you are not happy anymore with your relationship, break up instantly. He will not stay with you forever no matter how upright he might seem to be. Eventually, he will also want love and happiness in his life. 15. A relationship has to have love. Love is the only thing that will push you to give your efforts into making the relationship work. And believe me, keeping a relationship requires genuine efforts of both parties. 16. Don't be afraid to be single. It's fun to be single, try it. You can go out whenever and wherever you want. You are free. You can date whomever you want and you get to go out for free! Do not get a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. Do not settle. 17. Be a good girl. Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter the relationship with sincere intentions. Take the guy and the relationship seriously with the plan of spending the rest of your life with that person (of course, this is after you had your bit of fun in your younger years). If you compare your flings from your real relationships, you will know that the latter makes you happier and more fulfilled. 18. Love without limits. Whether you loved and gave everything or loved but held out for some things, if the relationship ends, you still get hurt. But if you gave your everything, you were happy and you could say that it was worth it. If you didn't give your all, you get hurt for nothing. 19. You will get over him. Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another. 20. Be the one. Act like you are the one. Don't be a nagger. Don't hinder his gimmicks. Don't give in to him too easily. Make him treat you as important. Don't be easy. Don't be like every other girl he had in his life.
January 15, 2007
Scorpio 2007
SCORPIO
OVERVIEW: Passion carries you far this year in the realms of creativity and
expression. Getting in touch with and appreciating more of your passionate
nature will transform you in a way that results in putting more money in the
bank. You could easily work as an advisor for big companies or in public
relations. You understand what motivates people to do a good job and will
find yourself in situations where people want your advice. Your creative
insight expresses itself in dynamic ways and you will gain lots of
recognition.
You have a very good support system in both your career and home life, and
will learn that perfect order is taking place in your life at this time.
Since your career has gotten off to such a great start this year, by
summertime you will have more time on your hands to become romantically
involved in a new relationship (or rekindling of old), which you've been
thinking about for quite some time. You will be receiving some new and
dynamic surprises and will be inspired to do some new and
out-of-the-ordinary things in both your career and personal life.
You could enjoy spending time traveling to foreign lands and be drawn to
observing others' ideas and cultures. You love to study. You will find that
your relationship gives you lots of space to breathe, and yet you still have
lots of spare time to take care of your own needs as well. You'll need tons
of physical interaction to satisfy that wild passion of yours. Having
massages, going to hot springs and being close to nature will bring a lot of
balance and harmony to your life.
CAREER: You have a strong connection to artistic impulses, values and
prestige and would do well seeking a profession in the arts this year. You
have a natural eye for beauty and possess a natural grace in your dealings
with people. Transformation is at your doorstep this year, and new
opportunities await you. Your resources will grow as you have the gift of
attracting big money. You work very hard, but need to realize that you don't
have to do it alone. When you communicate your desires, you'll find that
you'll get the help you need.
A career in counseling or working with children would also suit you as well.
Versatility is important in order to give you the stimulation you need, and
the ability to utilize the many skills you possess. You are proud of your
ideas and very good at expressing them. Your thinking is creative and you
have a smooth management style. You need opportunities in your career to
relate with others intimately. You feel satisfied when you can help others
organize their lives more efficiently -- so help away this year!
You might also consider a job that gives you time to travel and allows you
the freedom to do what you like. You need to get away from routine to feel
comfortable and satisfied. Even though your career seems challenging at
times this year, you love the responsibility and have a deep urge for
mastery and achievement. There may be times you feel that you're giving too
much to your career and that achieving your goals is being delayed. Not to
worry! You'll definitely achieve success from all your efforts and will be
reaping many spiritual and material rewards by the end of the year.
LOVE: With such a loving personality, you will certainly attract romance and
passion into your life this year, Scorpio! Your social life looks very
promising and full of wonderful opportunities when you make the effort to
meet new people. Your independent nature and strong desire to express
yourself creatively this year gives you the ability to find excitement and
develop new interests that you and your lover can do together.
When in a close relationship, you are intuitive, sensitive and psychic, and
have a good sense of what other people's motives are. You experience
emotions in a deep way through psychological bonding. As much as you may
feel vulnerable at times this year, strive to experience the depths of your
being and let yourself enjoy intense love relationships. Because of your
keen awareness of others, it's good for you to take time to be with
yourself, enjoy physical exercise and pamper yourself to help release a lot
of the energy that you tend to store up inside yourself.
Your love life will be quite sensual this year. You will find much
appreciation for the finer things in life. You'll realize the importance of
sharing passionate moments with your partner. As much as you are working to
get ahead in your career, your love life will not be satisfied playing
second fiddle. You will definitely benefit from relaxing more and spending
time with your sweetheart. Some of your energies need to be diverted towards
cultivating more balance and harmony in your love relationship so you can
enjoy the comforts of life together. You do much better when you have
someone to share your deepest passions with.
Aquarius 2007
OVERVIEW: This year, idealistic Aquarius shines brightly. You truly are a
visionary with a high sense of purpose and an advanced way of thinking. It
will be very easy for you to express your individuality and altruistic
ideals. New opportunities will arise to express your true feelings and
perceptions in ways that increase your confidence.
You will find that you have unique ways of earning money this year. You will
be able to bring your visionary ideals to a personal level and attract
tangible rewards that benefit your value system. Take on a more imaginative
way of expressing yourself. You may choose to experiment with different
lifestyles this year. You have a tremendous drive for independence and don't
like to work for other people as much as having your own business, so you
may be motivated to think about how to manifest a new business. Your career
may take on more of a passionate way of using your intuitive abilities to
get to the inner meaning of things. Your efforts will allow new resources to
evolve in your life and lead to the greater good.
You will also likely be concerned with changing your physical environment.
In love relationships this year, you will be very energetic and may very
well attract a flamboyant and energetic significant other. Your magnetic
personality will bring you a good match who will be equally giving and
excited to have a whirlwind of passion, love and joy in life.
CAREER: You have an inventive, logical mind and are full of positive energy
for starting new projects this year. You would do well investigating methods
of bringing potentialities to the forefront. You are easy to get along with
and excel in areas of partnerships and business relationships. You have good
judgment, diplomacy and tact, and are outwardly directed while at the same
time being very self-reliant.
Your financial integrity is deepened in 2007, and benefits will be easily
attained through influential friendships that help you accomplish your
dreams. You are socially conscious and work well with high-minded groups
with strong humanitarian ideals. You love working with others and do well
when you have lots of people around you. You are a natural conduit for
receiving the resources you need to help you in your career; you learn more
from experience than from school. Ideas are not important to you if they
don't have a practical application.
Marketing would be a great avenue for you to utilize your talent in finding
areas that need creativity. You are good at analyzing situations and have a
practical mentality with great powers of reason. Others find you dependable
and know they can rely on your thought process. You focus mentally through
speaking and writing. There's a strong connection between your inner
awareness and your professional ambitions in the world. Toward the end of
the year, your energies may be needed in compassionate services. You have a
big heart and would do well in the capacity of caregiving or working with
those with special needs.
LOVE: You love going out on the town, and you need to be seen in order to
feel connected with others. You have a very demonstrative and affectionate
nature, and this year you will need to be where people go to escape the more
serious realms of critical thinking. You may overwhelm others who aren't
inclined toward enjoying the theatrical expression of their emotions. You
need to be surrounded by people who value your playfulness and
self-expression. You are at your best when you drop your concern for others'
opinions and relax into being yourself.
You will experience a need to express yourself clearly and energetically to
make sure your needs are met this year. You are very loyal in your
one-on-one partnership and expect the same in return. You enjoy all the
enthusiasm in your love life and find that you can't live without this
special person who brings you so much excitement and wonder. You may be
somewhat of a dreamer and romanticize emotions, yet your dreams may reflect
truths when you are in tune to your higher awareness.
You love travel and are likely to take many journeys. Around autumn, you are
excited by a harmonious relationship and find that what's nice on your own
is especially nice with another. In marriage, you will have the chance to
balance your energy. You easily share your sensitive and caring nature,
which is very devoted and loyal. You value kindness above all else, based on
the foundation you likely had growing up in a calm and beneficial home
environment. You have a strong need to share your philosophy of life with
someone who has emotional sensitivity in the subconscious realms. Buckle
your seatbelt, Aquarius!
Choose LOVE
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards
sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't
think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have
something to eat."
"Is the man of the house home?", they asked.
"No", she replied. "He's out."
"Then we cannot come in", they replied.
In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened.
"Go tell them I am home and invite them in!"
The woman went out and invited the men in"
"We do not go into a House together," they replied.
"Why is that?" she asked.
One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to
one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and
I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which
one of us you want in your home."
The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was
overjoyed. "How nice!!", he said. "Since that is the case, let us invite
Wealth. Let him come and fill our home with wealth!"
His wife disagreed. "My dear, why don't we invite Success?"
Their daughter-in-law was listening from the other corner of the house.
She jumped in with her own suggestion: "Would it not be better to invite
Love? Our home will then be filled with love!"
"Let us heed our daughter-in-law's advice," said the husband to his wife.
"Go out and invite Love to be our guest."
The woman went out and asked the 3 old men, "Which one of you is Love?
Please come in and be our guest."
Love got up and started walking toward the house. The other 2 also got up
and followed him. Surprised, the lady asked Wealth and Success: "I only
invited Love, Why are you coming in?"
The old men replied together: "If you had invited Wealth or Success, the
other two of us would've stayed out, but since you invited Love, wherever
He goes, we go with him. Wherever there is Love, there is also Wealth and
Success!!!!!!"
Food for Thoughts...
-Where there is pain, I wish you peace and mercy.
-Where there is self-doubting, I wish you a renewed confidence in your
ability to work through it.
-Where there is tiredness, or exhaustion, I wish you understanding,
patience, and renewed strength.
-Where there is fear, I wish you love, and courage.
Lovers in HELL...
Life is so good, because everything works for you. You get what you want even if it is not supposedly yours. One woman's success is another woman's downfall. As life looks good on your end, mine is nearing its sunset. Happy because you'll finally have him. Happy because he is decided to leave me and my kid hanging in air and be happy with you. Tour around the world. Be with your luxurious world and ambition. You even hire someone to mess up with me. To fix me up and my kid. To shorten your long wait for your selfishness and happiness. You had me followed at my work vicinity. Never leave me peace. You never respected me by having affair with my man. You trespass every single property I have. My work, my family and my man. You're one irrevocable mistake, I dreaded for the rest of my days. You've promised me you'll have him out of your life. Then you will blame him for following you. You made him do so. You're in control of every single situation. You made him run through your fingers. You never had your word. You lied not only right into my face but with my kid. How can you bare such bitchy work. You even shout out to the world what's going on with your relationship. "Relationship" that started from deception. You fell in love, yes, just like me, you've been stupid to believe all the lies and promises. Do not give me a look and impression that you are so strong and can make it through without a man right by your side. You have tied up yourself at my baby's dad. You had his words and you doesn't even care if you ruin my kid's life. You and your boyfriend were poor selfish lovers. Who never thought of other people's feelings. Your deceitful agenda runs through my veins. It si like a posion that eats up my body and soul. Slowly killing me. Letting me feel teh pain of being abandoned and chosen over a girl like you. I feel so low to be compared to you. Nevertheless, it is of great shame to loose over you. Someone like you. I am mad. May you and your guy rot in hell. For all the deception and lies you have declared with other people. I am fed up with your scheming lies and caleb's dad deceiving promises. May you both burn in hell. I hate and despise knowing that I have let you both ruin my life. I can never forgive myself for making myself suffer from your joy. "EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO, OR DON'T DO, WILL HAVE CONSEQUENCES THAT MAY COME BACK TO BITE YOU IN THE... EACH OF US IS A VITAL THREAD IN ANOTHER PERSON'S TAPESTRY; OUR LIVES ARE WOVEN TOGETHER FOR A REASON" I can't see the point from here, how you and your boyfriend has woven my life, I was blinded by the hatred and see no good at all. What I know rather is that you have killed me and made me suffer till my last breathe. Hope karma will hunt you down for all the fruits of what you have planted in each lives you have destroyed and touched. I despise you creature of good luck who steps on every person's life for yourself gain. How could you sleep solemnly at night and hopes for tomorrow as you wish for another woman's death. You don't have a heart and soul, you and your lover deserves your hot affair in hell!!!
January 06, 2007
it's a GUY thing...
guys perspective. ....
If a guy is good looking,
Don't immediately assume he is a playa. Not every Will Smith is a Eric
Bennet, so read beyond the fine print and you will be surprised. Don't
deprive yourself a Mr Gorgeous because of fear of the unknown, think about
the children, they'll be good looking, minus years of trying to convince
them they are "beautiful" and being called to the school cause s/he roughed
some kid who called them "Butt Face", "Mugabe", "Nkosazana Zuma", etc.
If a guy has a child with another woman,
90% of the time, he'll go back to the woman. Either the woman will use the
child to interrupt every moment you spend together, or the guy will realise
he made a big mistake and go back to his "family". Chances of you winning
over his child are nil, that's a battle you've already lost. Advice: Leave
Mr Family Man or kill the child. Make your pick.
If a guy cheats on you,
He'll do it again. If you stay, he'll cheat even more. No woman can make a
guy stop cheating, not even his mother. Cheaters are like a small kid, once
they tasted sweets, no matter what you do or say, they'll find a way to get
hold of them. Stop looking for water in a desert, because you'll find none.
Advice: Leave the looser and find a real man who'll give you his all OR
stay
with the cheat and be a subscriber of Kleenex Tissues, cos you will be
weeping till you get to your grave. He might even find a girl to replace
you, cos he doesn't really need you, or he'll keep you to cook for him and
do his laundry, while he gets his groove on.
If a guy hits you,
Yes even if it's a slap - leave. If you stay, you have convinced him that
it's okay if he beats you. Ladies, it is not love, it is lust. Stop
convincing yourself that "if you hit a child, it's because you love them",
You are not a child and he is not your Parent. Do you go around beating up
your bestfriends? Think about it!
If a guy says he loves you,
Probably he truly does.Make sure you can differentiate between being in
love
and being in lust. How to do that? Simple.
Does he cheat? Hit you? Insult you? Abuse you in anyway? If you answered
"YES" to any of these, U ARE IN LUST - LEAVE!!!
Does he respect you? Makes you feel special? Treat you like a queen? If you
answered "YES" to any of these, U ARE IN LOVE - YOU LUCKY FISH, HOLD ON TO
WHAT YOU'VE GOT!!!
Ladies, Don't be a statistic by committing suicide, being in a coma from
his
beatings or die from Aids which he infected you with. There is always life
after a break up, Brace yourselves women, you have come this far, don't
disappoint! God will never let you down and if you are looking for LOVE,
Look within yourself and you will get enough.
January 04, 2007
New Year's Eve
Dec 31st, marks the end of 2006.
It was such a long day for me.
I got a confrontation with my folks and cover up once and for all for the father of my child.
My brother's fly to Singapore.
I got a total rejection from the person you trusted your whole life, including your heart and soul.
I got the most shocking truth from him and the real score in regards to whose who in his life.
Everything seems to be so bad and will turn out to be a real holiday disaster.
But after all realizes the value of our sacrifices. Would I ruin the day for my kid?
As 2007 is approaching, the anticipation of our first new year celebration is rushing through our veins. I can feel Caleb kicking out of his excitement.
Clock strikes 12, noises and fireworks... laughter surrounds me... I felt the warmth of his arms wrapped around me.
It is 2007. The mark of a new beginning.
The celebration was ended with a sweet whisper, "we will be together for the rest of the year, you, me and Caleb, my immediate family", as I close my eyes and felt his breathe brushing through my hair. My heart and past was left in 2006. This is a new me. "Born 1983, Died 2006, Rebirth 2007".
What's Instore for 2007
Everybody look forward for another year. Some goes for changes. Some prays for more. Some tries to heal a broken heart. Some tries to move on.
Other people tends to have a new life. It is common to do such changes on the first day of the year. Most of us, looks forward for a better tomorrow.
On my end. 2007 marks a new me. I was born 1983. A girl who has everything and work so hard to maintain the happiness and have a perfect set up in life. But reality bites, after 23 years of struggle to fight for life, she finally gives up and died. 2006 ends everything she hopes and dreamed of.
What's instore for 2007? Who knows? We'll see..
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